I feel slighted

I feel slighted today, I would describe what 

I feel like Im in an abandoned city, feeling all

alone, blurred vision, feeling cold and almost

running out of energy.

I once told myself I would follow your footsteps,

but right now I see myself sinking down. I wanted

you out my head, but it always happen,your the air

that I take in. I cant help but to just include you in

my thoughts, though I feel hurting and slighted,

I wanna be somewhere else away from you, 

to just take a break from this feeling.

I don't know what to believe in any more, the thoughts

that we have discussed or the things that I see and feel.

its like im blinded from afar,wherein I wear a black

shirt, inside a cave without the sun reaching in.

I don't know if I should hope or I continue to feel doubt

about you.

it doesn't really feel good to be in it. to be in torubled with

myself,to be fighting against the current. to be like these.