Android 18

you remind me of Android 18,

you have a tough personality, but

sweet from within.

Huggle

giving a little goes a long way

Dear Mj

Dear Mj,

there came into my life, that Ive thought of closing
my heart to the thought of loving. hurts from the past,
and hard experiences made it even harder for me to see
the value of being in a relationship, its just so
tasteless and dull.

but then we didn't noticed, the doors of
our lives crossed and the doors opened,even if we
never really had the keys to it. it is unbelievable,
and I never thought Id be so into you like these.

now that I have these admiration towards you, everything
seems to be enchanted. every time we see each other you
look splendid, and the touch of our hands has significance
to what we felt from each other.

all these are new to me,  every thought you say means
a lot to me, and as you said I should keep it in my
heart, I am keeping it.

I am so dipped into you, and hope to create
more exciting memories with you.

Please See Attachment

I realized that I received an email, that has an attachment included,. which is you.

Your thoughts disarms me

I blessed you abby. for everything. for the new experiences, realizations, moments...it's all..hmm how I say this ba, overwhelming, awesome, great. I don't want us to fight. maybe tampuhan cguro but I want us to talk about it like what i do usually with my close buddies. you are one of those that I let in my circle.

thanks for keeping up my spirit. kasi sabi pa ni febby libog ko na tao..sa heart and mind. yes I have that flaw. sometimes I am up, sometimes I am down to the point of slacking off. You are one of those na makaencourage gane, makainspire to hold on to the passion. I admit maayo lang ko sa una or sugod pati sturya but there are times I suck at those things kapag madown ko, mapiss ko.

and then im surrounded with good and REAL friends..makahilak. sobra. pero dili ko magiyak hehehe corny kaayo. the care and love you all bestowed on me. the moments I have with you (and everyone) I will surely cherish it til my last breath.

dili na nako ni kailangan isulti sa tanan, basta I am sincere to you. Sa abot ng aking makakaya, I'll do my best to make time and to lend a helping hand and be in the moment with you.

-MJ Crave

getting back in track

The Lord is really gracious in everything that he does. career, 

needs,attention,desires, aspirations even in relationships. 

it just pushes me 

out of my comfort zone to

just be somewhere else far away, but the

thing is, the father knows when to grab you back again near to him, 

close to his heart.

I had struggles in dealing with this person, 

that seems to be different and deep. 

these past few weeks we've been to ups and downs 

because of our personalities which I really see as a good thing. 

We get to test each other what is it like to really be together, 

how does it feels to miss some

one from a distance and how to just accept 

each others imperfections.

as she said, I changed and became more possessive and demanding, 

which I am really guilty of. we never have a commitments

but we know where were at. we know our standing. 

and as I can see in her eyes, she is enjoying

the current 'us" being not too complicated, less frustrations, 

less arguments, more with that, we are learning to dance into the rain.

if its a form of art, I'm starting to like the art of abstract

"Even when the sky comes falling
Even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in you and I
So put your pretty little hand in mine
Even when we're down to the wire baby
Even when it's do or die
We can do it baby simple and plain"

I feel slighted

I feel slighted today, I would describe what 

I feel like Im in an abandoned city, feeling all

alone, blurred vision, feeling cold and almost

running out of energy.

I once told myself I would follow your footsteps,

but right now I see myself sinking down. I wanted

you out my head, but it always happen,your the air

that I take in. I cant help but to just include you in

my thoughts, though I feel hurting and slighted,

I wanna be somewhere else away from you, 

to just take a break from this feeling.

I don't know what to believe in any more, the thoughts

that we have discussed or the things that I see and feel.

its like im blinded from afar,wherein I wear a black

shirt, inside a cave without the sun reaching in.

I don't know if I should hope or I continue to feel doubt

about you.

it doesn't really feel good to be in it. to be in torubled with

myself,to be fighting against the current. to be like these.